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so i'm already lagging on this blog stuff, but i guess i'll get better as time goes on.
work is getting better. i find it to be more interesting when i people watch instead of just sit there telling myself i hate it the ENTIRE time. it's interesting to watch people, you know. you look at them, you wonder where the heck they came from. like for instance, a man that comes in every single day and gets a venti green tea frappuccino and sits there and reads his book until we close. he's probably at our store at least 10 hours a week, i'd say. and you just think to yourself (or at least i do) i wonder what he's like in real life, like outside my little starbucks world. i wonder if he has a family, what he's like, how he grew up, what his parents were like. sometimes i invent little stories in my head about people. you should try it sometime, it's pretty entertaining.

and then you get the jerks that come in and you wonder how the heck they got so dang mean. maybe their parents were mean to them or something, so now they have to be mean to the poor baristas that just want to make them coffee and have a good day. maybe that makes them feel better. maybe i should just be happy that they are being mean to me, because if that's what makes them feel better, then i'm glad to be a part of it. right? this guy came in the other day and wanted a refill on his coffee. but he only wanted it "two thirds full". so i was nice and polite and nodded to him, but no...he had to stop me and say "are you even good with fractions?" does demoralizing me really make you feel better? i don't think they realize i'm a human half the time. but at the end of the day, i just have to laugh about it because sometime people can just be so stupid.


anyways, enough about work. church was absolutely amazing last night and the worship was even better. the topic was on the resurrection, something that i have struggled to understand for a very long time. i'm a facts type of girl, and currently can find no corroborating evidence outside the bible to support the actual resurrection of Jesus. i mean, i haven't really started looking too hard, but i shall in the near future. so THE SEARCH IS ON. pray for me on that one, because i really need these answers.
other than that, God is good. he gets me through the day every single day. i have lately been reminded of all the blessings in my life. my amazing family, my awesome boyfriend, my great job, and my neverfailing friends. thank the lord for all of you.
i have a lot more to say, including deets about my first day of school today.
but that's the end.
for now